I feel like I'm losing my mind but I'm still in my mind. It's freaking me out. It feels good to have a week off next week. I seriously need it. But I've been a busy bird since I have last posted. Here's a little summary of how my week went.
There was however a really great moment when I got a teddy bear from the McDonalds people. She was dressed up like a character from Downton Abbey. So I named her Downton. She looked like the character that Maggie Smith plays. I was hooked instantly.
Sunday! I slept with Downton Bear next to me. I slept for most of the day or so I think. I woke up, studied Biology, watched tv and while studying Biology I carelessly fell asleep. But I woke up and relaxed the rest of the day. Everything went smoothly, maybe because my siblings weren't there to disturb me when studying. Or maybe not.
Monday. I had the blues. Everything was so long. To me the classes I had were so much longer by lunch it felt like Wednesday. But I pushed through. Until around 3 ish where I completely fell apart. I started to cry and ended up crying and embarrassing my brother. It was one of those days that started out bad and got worse until I cracked and completely fell apart about everything. I felt like I had no control over what I did and what I couldn't do. So my brother cheered me up and sat next to me while we went home. I was smiling by then.
Tuesday brought hope. And less homework.
Wednesday I bonded. Because it was PLAN testing for all 9th graders. I ended up spending 3-4 hours in a room with only Mrs. Flores. It was easy and hard at the same time. It was easy because I ended up doing really well on the test. It was hard because it was 3-4 hours. But it was always early release so I ended up reading for 30 minutes and then went to continue to work on a mater piece at 2 o'clock. I ended up painting for a really long time. Over. Two. Hours. On a piece that isn't finished. I'm good but not patient. Or so I'm told.
Today was a good day. I bumped my grade up in World History. Which has been my goal. So I am feeling really good even though I had a test in World History. Math was good because I finished it before I was supposed to. Spanish is hard. It's harder to learn a language with a different grammar system as well as all of the rules of it. But I tried my best and I will keep trying my best until I am a winner. Like Charlie Sheen said "just keep winning" or something like that.
This is a summary of my week so far. Since the last blog this is what has happened. I am so good at the moment I'm going to watch my sister perform which I said wouldn't do.
To leave you with words of wisdom and because I'm in the mood here is a song by Taylor Swift that I think you will really like: Pay attention to the reference of colors to emotions. Enjoy